Ahhh...well its the end of another week and nothing has changed at all everythings still as annoying as ever and everyones still as stupid as they have been. At first I thought they were starting to change but...And school, just dont get me started, this week I came in late ann they gave me after school denention and Lunch detintion, so I got mad for the first time in a long time and cussed them out so I got 4 day Lunch D. and After D. so its whatever oh did I mention I had to walk home that day^.^ ...yea thanks assholes

On another note I'm feeling like Im losing someone its really wierd cause its my best friend...hes got caught up with a bunch of his other friends and now we hang out less and less...He has started to smoke and drink and he I have heard that hes ditching his religion. He has gone from an A student to barely passing...its hard cause I cant help but to think its my fault...and now I think its to late to try and help him. I just hope its a really long phase he's going through...

well anyway next week should be pretty good. Its the week of All Hallows Eve. which should be fun^.^. My moms coming in and me and some friends are gonna go mischeif making on the Dark night:] I can't wait! We're all supposed to dress up in all black with ninja masks...sweet right! yea, my idea:] Also my hunt for a job continues next week, so I hope I find one, Christmas is coming up soon and I need a job befor then D:

on the flip side...I havn't been able to draw or write anything in a while...i don't know I think I have drawers block or something. As for my poetry its not that I have writers block I just have so many ideas that I can't choose one to write on and plus I dont have the time...I have noticed that ever since school started I havn't been able to draw or write anything...eh I guess Ill get around to it...that remind me Shippuden is finally getting intresting although it took for ever Im glad:]

well Im about to finish this up but Ill close with this last thing...hmmm i dunno Ive been feeling kind of wierd in general. Like Im missing someone...I wish i could find someone...someone. I want to be there for someone and for someone to be there for me...yuh know? heh heh I guess I'll just get me a dog for right now xp.
Hmmm Im tired of looking the same...I think Ill grow my hair out!
Oh and I dont expect this to get read but much thanks to anyone who reads this. At least Ill kno that someone cares! ^.-

That covers it and I must say I feel alot better! ^^

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Devan' 1:02am.